pretty much depressive, but it'll be fineshitty English is shittyYou can not not hurt me, can you?
It would be very selfish of me to think that you do it just to hurt me, because I know it is you who are selfish and arrogant, even though you pretend to be a victim.
I know how it feels to dissapoint in your ideal, but it doesn't mean you got to go and ruin every good relation you still have.
You know what I feel, and I think you understand that this isn't a joke or unimportant meaningless thing.
Oh wait a second.
Of course, everything is unimportant except your oh-so-terrible troubles. You say everything is crashing around you, but do you ever think that you did it to yourself? You could've seen it coming, but you refused to accept reality as it is, and now you must pay for it. It won't be better for anyone to ignore your friends, nor for me, neither for you. I wish you understood.
I'm really tired of it all and I'm tired of being miserable, so now I'll just... Just... Stop with it. I'm done with you.
I'm really grateful to my dearest friends (you know I mean you, yeah, you) who helped me to get through all this shit, and I'm really sorry you had to deal with me being depressive cunt. I wouldn't be safe and sound here without you, I mean it. Thanks.
And now I have a lot of work to do, I have my exams and somehow I managed to forget German completely, so I'll be quite busy this month.
Besides, I have all these Hobbit feelings (filings and kilings and thorings and bilbings and of course thranduilings), and I'm happy to drown in them.
Everything is okay.
@музыка:
Les Friction – World On Fire
@темы:
В.,
век живи, век учись